I want to say I feel I have had a busy journey over the past few years.That being said I will clarify. I went to my Primary Dr. Complaining of getting sick too often. Sinus infections, Flu, Being tired and a lump in my throat that wouldn’t go away.
She felt my throat, asked me if when I swallowed did it feel like something was stuck in my throat. I said Yes! She ordered some tests 1) Ultra sound ... Abnormal Ultrasound and suspicious nodules. Ok Breathe. 2) Biopsies They came back cancerous so 3) Removal.
When someone says Cancer ? It’s scary as hell I don’t care how brave and strong you are ?It’s just scary. Before you have surgery friends and family say things to console you . Like Well if there’s any kind of cancer to get this is the one! It’s cureable! Um? It’s Cancer , I am scared to death.
Surgery day nice and early my mother flew up from South Carolina :) I have prepared myself emotionally as well as I could, and get to the hospital and We are waiting and waiting only to find out the Dr has an emergency Transplant he had to do. Ok, next day surgery.. Early am, before I go in I kiss my Mother She gave me the most sense of ease in the Crappiest time .
Out of surgery, My Thyroid was Mush it just fell apart. Send it off to the lab and it comes back Two different types of Cancer Simple Cell Typical , and Tall Cell (aggressive) . Whew Thank G-d it’s out.. Radiation, body Scans hair loss , sleeplessness, weight gain, depression, Dry mouth , Metal taste , Special Diets , Medication for life, Tiredness, Insomnia, Thrown Into Menopause, Carpal Tunnel.
But out of all of the Cancers? This is the one to get!
I forgot to mention that prior to my cancer diagnosis I was in a bad car accident with my Boyfriend and Young Daughter (3). They were(ok), Some Residual Effects from the accident Back issues and pain. And I was cut out of the car with 4 fractures of my ribs , punctured Left lung , collapsed dashboard on my legs , a hole in my leg and we were hit by a police officer in a SUV . Speeding, No lights, No Siren T-Boned my family.
I was carried away in an ambulance and they tried to get me for leaving the scene of an accident and put a warrant out for me , I had to turn myself in.
My bones were still fractured and still in pain and then had my Thyroid removed.. 2014 ? Not a good year ! See Ya! Wouldn’t wanna be ya I’m out Man don’t look back.. A year plus of monthly court hearings to fight this officer who of course says he was innocent and never even bothered to show ONCE . I finally got the charges Expunged. Thanks to a great court appointed Lawyer.
Years of Spinal damage, Nerve Damage, Migraines, Spinal Injections, Impending Shoulder Surgery , No medicine (My choice) Horrible pain in rain , cold , snow. Sitting , Laying, Standing, This is no Quality of life.
I file for Disability, Turned down, Applied again 2 years later I receive what I’m waiting for.
This brings us to now—- Still tired I go to my Dr . Chronic Sinus infections, Spinal pain , Aching Joints, Constipation,Weight Loss(Un-Intentional) Even though I’ve struggled with a double whammy against my efforts of losing weight.. Hypothyroidism and over 40 , Now Menopausal. This has GOT To Be A Joke right?? Not getting better , abnormal Labs ..
Referred to an Oncologist.. Huge Gulp, Ok? 11 viles of Blood , Bone Marrow Test, MRI WContrast and Full Skeletal XRay.
Legion on my Spine, Cysts in my Kidney,Small Fatty Mass in my Neck, Comcerns of IGa Proteins high Light Chains out of whack. What will be? I have no Idea .... What I do know? Is what ever this is? I’m going to kick it’s ASS and take names so whatch OUT CANCER !!! I’m coming for ya! I have children and family and friends I need to live on for . I’m not done yet I have lots to do :)