Self Value

When did it become so important to today’s generation to shake your ass for followers? Or to take selfie after selfie of yourself for recognition? Why is acceptance based on such shallowness? Why aren’t our children and grand children more focused on real substance and being genuine and true to yourself and not worried about what everyone else thinks based on face value other than making a career or life for yourself not making silly shallow videos?
Kind gestures to help someone yes, I get that winning a major gift? Yup ..

Not videos on people being beat up, police brutality, vandalism, people being wasted , or drunk  and no one helping that person . Life is precious and we are more valuable than this can we get back to what matters and show we are more than all of the shallow nonsense? Be a positive example for our children or kids in the neighborhoods we’re from ? People are complaining about how they don’t understand what’s wrong with kids of today but I feel like we’ve all lost sight of what’s truly good and getting caught up in this trash we’ve succumb to...

New Mission

So my new mission is to find out as much as I can about Smoldering Multiple Myeloma... 
That is my diagnosis,although young for the disease I have a higher percentage of getting MM than others. I am actively reading to find other people's stories, I am reading what I can find to gain more knowledge because I firmly believe that knowledge is power.

I communicate with my Doctor regularly, I ask questions and I want to know more. I will be a part of a support group, and hope that I have found the right fit for a trial in New York I have looked into. I am excited to meet with people like me, share stories and emotions and discoveries and share resources. I have children and family and extended family who have all been so amazing and supportive and concerned I could not ask for anything more. I am truly grateful .

To the future, and My New Mission And better health !