I have had my share of failed relationships... As we all have, and I could and would never try to only place the blame on the other person. As we live and experience things and learn what we really want for our own lives, and what we then want in and out of a relationship it is a cool transition as well.
So once we have figured all of that out{ I feel fortunate to have done that} As some people don't. Or late in life have not still... And maybe that is what they prefer, or they had no choice due to their own lifes experiences.. I have, and I am grateful.
I will say it feels damn good! It feels good that I can let me hair down and not have to portray someone I am not... It feels great that as I wake and look my worst, lol I am not judged , funky breath, sleep in the eyes, smeared make up if I wore any the day prior...I can go to the bathroom with the door open, I can be me and he loves me for me .. My weight fluctuations, Hospital and medical issues.. He never ceases to amaze me.
The kisses on the forehead, the un divided attention even with kids! The feeling of being safe no matter what and being appreciated are to die for!!! It's better and sweeter than all of my favorite entree's and desserts and dream places to go and famous people to meet wrapped up all in one :)
I can appreciate and be appreciated... And the laughs are endless he's a keeper people! And I know it's mutual so there ya have it I have found THE ONE"
Couldn't be more extactic :)
Friday, August 28, 2015
Wednesday, August 26, 2015
In the Eye Of The Beholder
Beauty comes in many forms...(In my opinion) It is not always topical, and on the outside.. I have seen and known some visually beautiful people on the outside. Men and women, and they have turned out to be so very ugly.. Ugly in that they will not share of themselves, personally, monetarily, physically, or materialistically.
And then there are others, who are not visually beautiful. And yet they are beautiful in that they want to share... Of themselves, emotionally , physically, mentally, monetarily, materialistically, they are just happy ,in general with life, with them selves.. It amazes me--- Really :)
And when some one has a beautiful mind, body & soul all seems in sync with what should be. I don't know what the difference is honestly is it religion? Upbringing? What do you think it is? I don't know if I want to necessarily figure it out I am just sharing an opinion for an opinion.
And then there are others, who are not visually beautiful. And yet they are beautiful in that they want to share... Of themselves, emotionally , physically, mentally, monetarily, materialistically, they are just happy ,in general with life, with them selves.. It amazes me--- Really :)
And when some one has a beautiful mind, body & soul all seems in sync with what should be. I don't know what the difference is honestly is it religion? Upbringing? What do you think it is? I don't know if I want to necessarily figure it out I am just sharing an opinion for an opinion.
Monday, August 24, 2015
Clean Scan Result
That's RIGHT FOLKS!! I after another RAI Treatment in preparation for another body scan, and weeks of slugging (No Really) Slugging through not taking my thyroid medicine in preparation for the body scan have taken all of my doctors orders..
I have traveled with Children across country with out being on Thyroid medication and been exhausted and traveled down south and my family has been very understanding and patient with me and we have great results this scan!
It proves to be a very emotional journey , but helps me grow... I really just want this over with, all of it the other four years of having to go through the same thing to be considered in remission... But I am so very grateful that I do not have to go through Kemo therapy So I will count my blessings where they lay and run with them! Very HAPPY.
I Thank the Beautiful Butterfly who gave me the sign that I asked for on Friday as I lay in the scanner and Saturday got my Un official answer from above :) This Creature cut me off Saturday, and landed right in front of me... I went shopping and on my way back home she was still there! Any way, Anyone who has had to go through this Is going through this, or will go through it.. Just somehow know that it will be ok :)
I have traveled with Children across country with out being on Thyroid medication and been exhausted and traveled down south and my family has been very understanding and patient with me and we have great results this scan!
It proves to be a very emotional journey , but helps me grow... I really just want this over with, all of it the other four years of having to go through the same thing to be considered in remission... But I am so very grateful that I do not have to go through Kemo therapy So I will count my blessings where they lay and run with them! Very HAPPY.
I Thank the Beautiful Butterfly who gave me the sign that I asked for on Friday as I lay in the scanner and Saturday got my Un official answer from above :) This Creature cut me off Saturday, and landed right in front of me... I went shopping and on my way back home she was still there! Any way, Anyone who has had to go through this Is going through this, or will go through it.. Just somehow know that it will be ok :)
Thursday, August 20, 2015
Wearing What Fits us
I know now being "Middle Aged" is to some (not me) But some can not seem to get a grasp of being middle aged and having to dress like a grown up. Lol but come on, you do look in the mirror before you leave the house right? I mean can visibly see what you have picked out, chosen to wear , put it on and then left the house wearing it correct? I may be spouting off a bit here but COME ON!
I see more and more of what shouldn't be worn by adult women then I do younger kids. I understand you want to look younger, I do too but there are ways to do that without you looking foolish people . Please... I do not want to see your muffin top hanging over your pants because your shirt is way too short or too tight or too small. butt crack hanging out because the cut of your jeans is not right.
I don't know if that is all you have to wear? And that is understandable, but if it is stuff that is current" and " in then why not go with someone to shop with who will give you an honest yes honest opinion of how it looks on you because then it's just silly.. And there is nothing better then a sharp and respectfully dressed woman to turn heads instead of trying to put all your junk out there . Because when I catch my self looking at a woman who is dressed in appropriately? It is not because I think she looks appealing, it's because she looks foolish and that is what I am thinking. Sorry , had to be said. Up to date make up solutions help you look up to date and classy, hair styles and clothing it all plays a part...
Look on line check it out current styles 2015, hair , makeup, clothes... For love of G-D :)
No offense I know it might feel good to look cute and if you can pull it off tastefully? Rock on Girlfriends! But if not, spare us all.. By the way, that goes the same for men who dress sloppy and they are in their 40's still wearing baggy huge shorts with their hats backwards NO..It is not working. or a man wearing skinny jeans that shouldn't.
Let's dress our age people! We are of course ... Middle Aged now.
I see more and more of what shouldn't be worn by adult women then I do younger kids. I understand you want to look younger, I do too but there are ways to do that without you looking foolish people . Please... I do not want to see your muffin top hanging over your pants because your shirt is way too short or too tight or too small. butt crack hanging out because the cut of your jeans is not right.
I don't know if that is all you have to wear? And that is understandable, but if it is stuff that is current" and " in then why not go with someone to shop with who will give you an honest yes honest opinion of how it looks on you because then it's just silly.. And there is nothing better then a sharp and respectfully dressed woman to turn heads instead of trying to put all your junk out there . Because when I catch my self looking at a woman who is dressed in appropriately? It is not because I think she looks appealing, it's because she looks foolish and that is what I am thinking. Sorry , had to be said. Up to date make up solutions help you look up to date and classy, hair styles and clothing it all plays a part...
Look on line check it out current styles 2015, hair , makeup, clothes... For love of G-D :)
No offense I know it might feel good to look cute and if you can pull it off tastefully? Rock on Girlfriends! But if not, spare us all.. By the way, that goes the same for men who dress sloppy and they are in their 40's still wearing baggy huge shorts with their hats backwards NO..It is not working. or a man wearing skinny jeans that shouldn't.
Let's dress our age people! We are of course ... Middle Aged now.
Monday, August 17, 2015
Donating to Help Others
I would like to think of myself as a civil servant... Although not active in one specific group? I would love to help many, and I have helped and given to the homeless, woman Against abuse, and Orphaned Children of Philadelphia.. That already being said it would be great for people to alternate the organizations that they help so it can go in some sort of cycle.
I know so many need help, and when there are natural and or regular disasters where people need help too it can be difficult to narrow down whom to give to. All I am saying that women in hiding with children need everything , homeless need everything , people who have been in a hurricane , or tornado need everything if you are throwing things away can it be alternated to who you give to so everyone gets a chance? That would be great!
There are also organizations like homes for boys, girls, orphanages that need school supplies, Holiday baskets, Christmas toys, Holiday items, electronics, Jackets, Boots ect .. Thanks for anything at all that you can give to anything makes a difference and it brings a smile to everyone's face to be thought of.
It's getting to be that time again, So if you have already done your spring cleaning and donated? Thanks, If you have cleaned out and don't know who to give to ? Well there are some suggestions for you :) Soup Kitchens too! Veterans... The list is endless -- It starts with one, and it becomes contagious .
I know so many need help, and when there are natural and or regular disasters where people need help too it can be difficult to narrow down whom to give to. All I am saying that women in hiding with children need everything , homeless need everything , people who have been in a hurricane , or tornado need everything if you are throwing things away can it be alternated to who you give to so everyone gets a chance? That would be great!
There are also organizations like homes for boys, girls, orphanages that need school supplies, Holiday baskets, Christmas toys, Holiday items, electronics, Jackets, Boots ect .. Thanks for anything at all that you can give to anything makes a difference and it brings a smile to everyone's face to be thought of.
It's getting to be that time again, So if you have already done your spring cleaning and donated? Thanks, If you have cleaned out and don't know who to give to ? Well there are some suggestions for you :) Soup Kitchens too! Veterans... The list is endless -- It starts with one, and it becomes contagious .
Sunday, August 16, 2015
Adhd
Having a child with ADHD is challenging, stressful some days more than others to put it lightly. And before I finally decided to take the leap into opting to go into the world of medicine as it pertains to my son for his disorder , it was even crazier!
Some days I did dread even getting out of bed , for what I knew I would be facing through out the day.. Obviously I did get out of bed, but any of you know if you have a child that has Adhd you understand what I mean. After counseling sessions, and opinions and second opinions and weighing the options for your child and his health you make the final decision and just decide..You suddenly become ready to do it. Then it seems I became gung ho about it.. There are still bad days as with anything, but life is easier and the quality is better.
Life is good, I am grateful always I learn along the way still.. And the day that I don't? Is the day I am not "living " my life with my family.. So lets keep plugging along!
Some days I did dread even getting out of bed , for what I knew I would be facing through out the day.. Obviously I did get out of bed, but any of you know if you have a child that has Adhd you understand what I mean. After counseling sessions, and opinions and second opinions and weighing the options for your child and his health you make the final decision and just decide..You suddenly become ready to do it. Then it seems I became gung ho about it.. There are still bad days as with anything, but life is easier and the quality is better.
Life is good, I am grateful always I learn along the way still.. And the day that I don't? Is the day I am not "living " my life with my family.. So lets keep plugging along!
Wednesday, August 12, 2015
New Day
As I wake, Ahhhh opening my eyes stretching and grateful that I've been given another day I say a new day. A fresh start a chance, yet another opportunity to do some good. Help someone that might need help, hold a hand, get a door for someone, carry groceries for an elder, call someone whos day it will make , make someone who was not smiling Smile.
Now I know what you're saying, Bah we can't always do that... But we can, every day just one thing if everyone does just one thing like that each day? Imagine the possibilities? The chance to do that is always there, try it for a week and see how good it feels, like a personal challenge just like when you make that deal with your self to lose weight, or that you're going to get that closet or desk reorganized.. Hell, Try it for one day and see how great it feels! Then see how you will want to do that all of the time. Because it's A New Day :)
Go!
Now I know what you're saying, Bah we can't always do that... But we can, every day just one thing if everyone does just one thing like that each day? Imagine the possibilities? The chance to do that is always there, try it for a week and see how good it feels, like a personal challenge just like when you make that deal with your self to lose weight, or that you're going to get that closet or desk reorganized.. Hell, Try it for one day and see how great it feels! Then see how you will want to do that all of the time. Because it's A New Day :)
Go!
Sunday, August 9, 2015
Summer Learning
Am I that old school that I still feel it's so crucial that our kids read,...From a book that is, Not from a kindle or a phone but a real book? Every day, even if it is a used book that I buy from the Library I am always trying to build the kids library at home. I just think that is so important that they one read but secondly if they have a love for it they'll just do it naturally . Without a fight , And so during the summer it is even more important to do that.
Having Library cards and seeing what interests them is fun, hanging out with them is great. I love it!
Events that they have there are great too. So what do you think? What do you do doing the summer? Do you do museums? Do you go to the shore? I would really like to hear about what you like to do to spend time with the family, and have fun..
Having Library cards and seeing what interests them is fun, hanging out with them is great. I love it!
Events that they have there are great too. So what do you think? What do you do doing the summer? Do you do museums? Do you go to the shore? I would really like to hear about what you like to do to spend time with the family, and have fun..
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